Original Experiment Document Here: NoFap Experiment II – 90 Days, Eddy & Kush
There have been very few moments where I was extremely horny & couldn’t either wait a bit or just get down with it since I came back to Singapore.
Asha (and, for one excellent date night, Ayesha) have been taking good care of me.
BUT, Asha’s got a boy over for 6 days. A guy she met in Japan on Tinder while she was there visiting Josh.
(quick note here, if you’re confused by the names & relationships here. Asha is my wife. Josh is her boyfriend. Ayesha is my girlfriend.)
And it took me all of 5 hours since she left before I found myself dreamily thinking of fucking.
It’s amazingly sudden, the way it hits. One moment you’re working or watching a video or whatever. Then you remember the night before, or you see a pair of cuties on the bus… and bam, you’re uncomfortably horny.
It didn’t use to happen like this. Not this bad at least. I think the fact that I know that sex is my only way to get release amplifies it.
Hell, I’m even going on dates with girls I probably wouldn’t give the time of day to under different circumstances. For example, I’ve got a date tomorrow night with a conversational starfish (you know when you bring a girl home and she just kinda lays there in bed instead of really participating in the sex? I don’t, of course, because I’m so damn good in bed that every girl just can’t stop themselves from pushing back… but that’s called starfishing. So this girl does that via the conversation. She just kinda…. keep it boring. No matter how playful or deep I try to get).
All in all, it’s not that bad. Much easier than I expected it to be.
Kush, who’s my partner in this 90 day NoFap experiment, has been going strong. His girl is taking care of him, though they can’t see each other as often as they’d like. He almost slipped a couple days ago, but held back. Good job, man.
He’s considering a life of NoFap.
I, personally, wouldn’t take it that far. I don’t know whether I miss masturbating or not. I can really enjoy a good session with some quality porn and time on my hands. But it’s also quite time consuming and can become addictive really damn fast.
I’m kinda considering doing NoFap the same way I do fasting. You know, taking a week or three off a few times a year, and not letting myself binge and just watch porn and cum for a whole wasted day.
Oh, one last thing: I am way the fuck more clever. Like, I’m better at flirting, I’m making funnier jokes.
I don’t know if this is because I’ve been studying my text game under Sensei Asha, or because I’ve just in a good flow the last couple days, or because or NoFap, or a combination of these. But it’s a thing.
I wonder if it’ll persist as I NoFap. If it might drop off when I have access to my hand again.
I suppose we’ll have to wait and see.